Immersed

somewhere there is a man
sitting in the shower letting
the water slowly drip down
his somber face.
he is contemplating his past.
he thinks thoughts of what ifs
and why doesn’ts.
of why can’ts
and how comes.
he searches his memories, but
he finds no solace there.
only agony.
his thoughts plague him.
he must do something, but
What?
How?
Why?